15.5.04
Yesterday was College Day. It was hectic but of cos we survived. :) It was a really enjoyable day with moments to remember. Anyway I slipped back to my old self unwittingly, I did what I knew I ought not to do but still couldnt control myself. Not exactly feeling guilt-stricken, I dont know what it is. It's my fault as usual. Darn. Gf, need your help...
The wind blew and my worksheet fell under the sofa. Sprawled on the floor and tried to reach for the worksheet but ended up straining my neck. The pain was excruciating. Blame my middle finger for not being long enough to 'hook' the worksheet out. It was a mere centimetre away i swear. Haix. Ended up pushing the sofa out and squeezing in by the back. =/ I'm such a silly bum.
Must make sure I dont do anything to injure myself this week. I have to be down for next week's nationals, I cant miss the chance. Knee must hold out for just one more week k?? :(
Just made a to-do list. It's appallingly lengthy. I'm in such deep shit. Think im going to screw up my common tests. Cant ever imagine the disappointment of not doing well for an exam. I dont want to try either. It's scary.
Ryn may be moving back to kismis. That's super great news! :) Yays! I'll have company again, heh. :)
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14.5.04
Whoa. Is it me or has it been so long since I've last updated that the entire blogger system's been given a facelift? Hmmz.
Life's been eventful. In fact too eventful for my liking.
I've been up to my neck for everything that revolves around my world. I've been rushing for this and that every single day that I feel like I'm part of those busy men and women who scurry around in raffles place. Gosh. The only thing i guess that isnt giving me problems is my family. Thank god for that. I would not ever want anything to crop up within my family.
Anyway, had chem spa yesterday. It was totally a piece of shit and yes, it gave my ego a severe battering. Having Mdm Yeo put remarks like 'Gd!' against my normal-day titration calculations is disillusioning indeed. Who would think that my mind would refuse to tick and I'd have no freaking idea how to solve those moles, concentration and water of crystallisation questions. Chemistry's making me feel like an idiot. It feels like the time in Sec 3 where we never had a teacher who stayed more than two weeks, and when Chemistry was the diabolical and unbeatable scourge. But in any case, I've put chem spa behind me. It's history now.
It's been training and training and more training. My eyes hurt due to a lack of sleep and I think I must have those awful dark rings around them, though I havent gone to check. Urgh. No training this weekend for me. I need my rest. I'm having headaches. And I need to catch up on that whole mountain-high of work that I've chucked one side for the sake of training. Bowling's my life. It has become my life, I havent really got much choice. Hmmz...
Dad: -sigh- Have you ever thought of joining some other cca?
Me: Huh...there isnt any other cca for me. the rest suck.
Dad: why dont you think of joining something more.....more....orthodox?
Me: Orthodox?! Bowling's not unorthodox!! -__-
GEEz.
So glad to be in your company again. :)
Gf, thanks for being so understanding and patient with me. :D
Waiting to embrace the June holidays with open arms... Sigh.
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